
Written by Lawrence (Larry) Sinclair
This section is slightly different than the previous ones, as this time I’m going to express how my faith is protecting me from the bad things that cancer brings. You all know the horror stories of treatment making patients violently ill and nausious and not able to cope with their ill feelings. Well, I’d like to set your minds at ease. With the new drugs they have out, there has been no nausea, vomiting, dizziness, weakness, or extreme pain. None of the like. My journey has been fairly easy and acceptable, so far. The only things I’ve been going through is basically the anxiety, uncertainty, and of course being extremely tired all of the time. But for that amount of discomfort, I’ve been lucky and of course my faith has, I think, protected me from feeling too ill. The horror stories that other people have gone through are not necessarily true to all, anymore, because I’ve been spared all that. If the rest of my cancer journey goes the way it has so far, then I can handle anything that comes my way.
There are so many things that I want to pass on to you all, but it all boils down to my faith, hopes and prayers. I know that I have a long way to go and many uncertainties to encounter, but my journey is never alone and I can conquer anything coming my way, as can any of you out there; Just believe and you will see. As an added feature to this article, I invite anyone to contact me, or even comment on this website, I will answer to be sure.
1. PRAYER: Lord and Savoir, Christ divine;
Reign within this heart of mine;
May my witness ever be;
Always, only Lord for Thee.
2. God speaks to those who take the time to listen and He listens to those who take the time to pray.
3. Our greatest strength is often shown in our ability stand still and trust God.
4. PRAYER :My heart is filled, dear Lord, with love;
So let it show in words and deeds;
And help me share, in all my ways;
The overflow of others needs.
5. Just live your life before your Lord; It matters not what others do; Your actions will be weighed by Him; Who metes out judgement just and true.
6. PRAYER :When through life’s darkened maze I go;
And troubles overwhelm my soul;
Oh, grant me Lord the faith to know;
That You are always in control.
7. Though tragedy, heartache and sorrow abound; And many a hardship in life will be found; Just put all your trust in the Saviour of Light; For He can bring hope in the darkest of night;
8. Lord, give me courage to rise above fear; Even of danger because You are near;. I would be faithful to face any foe; While I am walking with You here below;
9. Sometimes our plan does not unfold; The way we thought it would; But God is always in control;To use it for our good;
10. When rough the path from day to day; When sorrows fill our eyes with tears; Our choice to find our hope in Christ; Can lift our soul and calm our fears;
I truly hope that I can be of some use to some of you fellow Christians out there. My musings and thoughts have ulterior motives, and that is to console me in my troubled times, but also to be of assistance to anyone going through what I am, and that means YOU! I fully intend , with the help of Christ, to conquer this disease and fulfill my life’s goals, which are nowhere’s near completed, because there is too much unfinished business and doing the right things in store for me yet.
My aims and ramblings are genuine for a person in the autumn of my life. In the autumn of life, I felt a quiet peace that I never noticed in my youth, and my colorful bloom deepned in hue. I suspect the snow will come one day, in the “winter of my soul”, and the wind will carry my blossoms to another shore. But I will discover the lilting song of a bluebird and yellow daffodils, for You will be there to take my hand, and lead me to the warmth of Your eternal spring.
***Larry Sinclair is a member of our congregation here at Spryfield Community Church and is a tireless advocate for our Canadian Forces Veterans.***